I promise you

I promise you I thought I had,

forgotten your smile,

forgotten your eyes,

forgotten the sound of your laugh,

forgotten the sound of your voice,

forgotten you.

I promise you I thought I had,

But I haven't.

Even I still haven't seen you again,

heard your voice again,

or made you laugh,

I know that I haven't forgotten you.

And trust me,

I wish I could

stop my tears falling upon my face,

look at you and feel nothing,

remember you and not feel that I have lost a part of me.

Because I want to start to collect all the tinny pieces my heart has been broken in.

Because I want be complete again

Because I want and I need to start again.